Hi peeps, So as the title states, this vent is called "Pressure" mainly due to the pressure to post good things and regularly. My motivation recently rose, but the lack of things to do is what got me. Some things I want o do just aren't possible for someone of my practise or skill. And I've been on scratch for 2 years and 4 months, with a total number of follows of 541. But I'm seeing these other gacha accounts with a scratch date of 5 months with like, 150 more followers than me, and it makes me feel like all of my effort was flushed down the toilet and that they're better than me. I haven't been getting as many views on my projects as I used to, and since I started, loads of my original supporters have left, leaving me with unused accounts following me. I feel offset from the rest of the gacha community, like I'm not really included, even though I try my hardest to be. I know I'll probably get 1 or 2 comments like " oh dw you don't need to feel that way!" But my ADD and OCD self doesn't react to that sort of thing. Because I've been brought up to be someone with so many different expectations from different people, I always have so many things to do and to sort, leaving me with no time. And if I don't get something finished, I overthink it and worry about it, so don't expect much algorithm from me. Bye -Amy.B xx
