Ya know, it's hard caring for so many people at once. You put in the effort and time to help em and try to make them feel happy, even if they just happen to get upset and you have to start all over again. But then all that helping makes you get attached, and when you get attached you develop feelings for them even if you're with another. You want to tell them how you feel, that you'll be there for them as much as you can be, that you care how they feel. But then no matter what you do the problems keep coming back. I get it is a normal thing, it's human to have problems come and go, but just like- I want to catch a break. I want to let them have the chance to have a break from that stuff. I want them to be happy, but no matter what I do it isn't possible. Even if it is, it's quite temporary and doesn't last long. I'll still be here, doing what I do. But this is just a little thing to talk about it all. Why is it so easy to feel in love and then just randomly feel like jealous and upset by the smallest things because of it, even though you are already dating. I dunno, but hey, I'll do me, and you guys do you. Love you all (platonically that is, maybe for some of you romantically but I won't say who to). They probably won't read this anyways really.
Whatever music I use, credit to that, and I don't care if it is fitting or not. I chose a cyber's world remix because I like it, it's nice
