Im fourteen.. Im afraid of a few things, a fight isn't one of them.. but I know what I am afraid of... things I have not a chance against cause when you don't wake up..there is no fight..your just gone... I already don't dream.. When you sleep you might just disappear then and there, I don't like sleeping.. the thought scares me of leaving my family I don't think I could ever handle an afterlife Nothing will help me feel... even a little different about my fears, as they don't revolve me persay... but those around me Is it wrong to be scared, not just of death, rejection.. love is also pretty scary.. I loved it, and now its just gone.. but the feeling is still here... when will it go away?
needed to get this off my chest, Im terrified but I can't call it a panic attack, incase I do not actually wake up, I love you, and I mean it
