"What do you mean?" //"They're laughing at you, they take your snacks, forget about you, totally forget to repay you when they promise, or straight up lie.." // "Its just a joke Im sure Im fine, Rei?" //"I can't do this anymore.. your doing this to appear all happy on the outside, why don't you talk to her anymore this is just torture!"// "She's happier without us, why do you still cling to her?" //"And why do you?"// "your trying to justify it, you know you can't justify loving her still" // "your just being annoying" // "Im just being you" // "And I feel like im disappearing, so again I ask why are you doing this?" // "Im afraid I guess... a human body is so fragile almost more fragile than the mind, but were stronger than tha-" // "Your lying to yourself again, you know you couldn't even think of actually beating them, you couldn't even beat a few kids when you were ten" // "your talking like them now, calm yourself" // "You don't wanna be calm, you wanna be like them, overly aggressive, violent, and alway looking for some trouble, the next fight, the next date, all of it, and you still write this with her in mind, do you really think doing that will bring her back?!" // "I-... I guess not..." // "Im sorry... we should sleep... we can talk later" "
A mental conversation, two personalities finally have a talk, I don't exactly wish to speak about this as Im just writing how I feel, and putting it into character or voice A hobby like this can be a good way to calm down, might just write another and head to bed... I'll hopefully wake up in the morning