welcome to another irl vent mental illnesses! okay, so, my parents refuse to go to a psychiatrist and say i'm overreacting, but seriously, i think i'm suffering from anxiety, depression, and either Dissociative Identity Disorder or Borderline Personality Disorder. i have a lot of problems socializing, i keep overthinking things, i try to socially isolate myself from the world, ect. and i get random panic attacks when i'm with new people even doing something i already know. i get sad randomly, overwhelmed at night. i've been meaning to write a book and i finally started but i think it literally sucks. low self esteem </333 people call me two faced. maybe i am two faced. i keep being like- energetic then next thing you know im miserable as fudge, then im crying then i'm yelling angrily at you, swearing immensely. i don't know what's wrong with me. i sometimes feel like [unaliving]. it's not like anyone'll miss me! haha-
