Edit: My friend put this link in the studio xD just read this and take it for awareness ^^ It was influenced by YT shorts comments and videos :( I'm at a war with myself. I'm just a burden on everyone's lives, aren't I? Sure, I hated my biological body, I hated gender stereotypes, but am I just making this harder on myself? I'm just chained to the gender I was assigned to- no way to escape it. Besides, people tell me it shouldn't hurt to be male, since it's how I was born. They told me my mind has been molded with an accepting society to feel this way about my gender. To others, I'm either a delusionary nonbinary who forces others and the youth into my ways, or a confused boy. They say that I shouldn't sway from my biological gender for several reasons: such as you get what you get and you don't get upset and stuff. There was also this trans guy who said he thought nonbinary people didn't make sense to him. Being forced to a gender chain feels like choking. I just hate looking at other men my age and thinking that's what I should be. And there's many different types of guys, from the quiet to the rowdy. Not everyone's the same. But I feel different than just a different type of guy, it's hard to explain... but I hate the need to constantly explain myself. Why am I such a burden on other people's lives?? Why can't I just feel comfortable with being called a he or a she? Why do I need to be so difficult??
