(TW: Mentions of su*c*de) At this point I should just do something. My stupid life is broken. I’m failing all my classes and being a slacker. It’s because I’m…different. I don’t want people holding me back on things I love. But now, it’s gone too far. Ever since my cousin’s baptism, I’ve always been left out. My family doesn’t know I EXIST. I keep telling them “Hey, I’m here” but they don’t listen. Ever since my uncle passed away, I’ve isolated myself from the world. My dad knew about this, and took everything I needed to keep in touch away. Now, the only time I’m online is on the school tablet. I just want to (delete) myself. I want to have a better life. I want to have a better future. But I’m being held back. I don’t want a future where people are mean all the time. I want to be able to have freedom. To see the true me. And I just wish my right leg would stop hurting. Now, they’re mentally hurting me by destroying my path. I’ve never felt connected in any way towards them. You guys are my only friends left. And I couldn’t be myself without you…
