Nothing much to say . . . I wanted a weird core theme, but I *failed TERRIBLY* If you’re wondering what’s wrong . . . Well, I just had a bad day today. I hope tommorow is better. I haven’t been this sad in a long time . . . I unfortunately was not born lucky. I was born a girl, but when I look at other girls and women from movies, books, and in real life, I don’t see myself growing up to be like that. But boys? I don’t crush over them. When I see men and boys in everyday things I imagine myself like that! It’s not like I know that I should be a boy because I’ve never been one . . . But if I had to choose living a life being a certain gender, I’d want to be a boy over a girl. The hardest part is that not only other people but myself as well doubt it. Being taught at a young age that girls who act more masculine ( and / or ) wish to be a boy are called tomboys. ( This isn’t always true btw ) It’s hard to un-educate yourself about gender and who you love. I’m glad that parents and teachers are working on teaching it better nowadays.
The short haired girl is present day me, and the girl with a bunny tail / pony tail is a younger me. ( Like seven or eight years old ) This song is super relatable when it comes to vents lol The song is Jealous. Please don’t remix my vents, they aren’t intended to be remixed. If you do it’s not only showing disrespect to me but in a way ignoring your and my emotions. In all, remixing this is insensitive and unnecessarily rude. It is not a demand for you not to but simply a request.
