Has something ever happened to you + you thought it was cause of you? Like you could’ve tried harder + it didn’t feel like you did enough? Well, something like that happened yesterday to me. My mother decided my family wasn’t good enough and left. I haven’t seen her since, nor do I think I can bear to see her face. I just feel as if it was because I didn’t try hard enough, or got good enough grades in sword practice or something. So much pressure…so little change…
