Just a friendly welcoming to @GamerOn60FPS. R.I.P. Chris Cornell, I can't exaggerate enough how much his music has lifted me up.
If you feel like you're missing something in life, or maybe you're a little out of it, I have two solutions. These won't work for everyone, but they did for me, so I'm just letting you know that they aren't guaranteed to help with whatever going on in your life. 1. Become a kind, welcoming person. For me, I do that through religion, but you don't have to be religious. Just be more open and people will be more open with you, and before you know it, you'll have a small yet happy little friend group, and you'll feel so much better because of it. 2. If being social isn't your jam, then check out the album "Higher Truth" by Chris Cornell, and that will become your jam. That album, along with "No One Sings Like You Anymore, Vol. 1" by Chris Cornell, is really a beautiful compilation of life-changing songs with lyrics that will divert your focus to the good about yourself and not the bad.