I’m sick of checking this site. I’ve got a LOT of IRL actives , and it’s tired me out. I’ll check in every now and again, but really I’m not active. A few reasons. You don’t need to read this, it’s a bit of a vent. Just annoyed and figured becoming inactive on scratch would help me. 1.) as I’ve said, I’ve got a lot of real life things now, and I’m not as attached to scratch. I have other hobbies, Jazz band, concert band, DnD, badminton, and really just hanging out with friends. Because I now have more than 1 or two that I feel comfortable with. (Yes AB) Scratch doesn’t bring me as much happiness as the other things. 2.) going to be a bit simple on this one, I don’t need to explain it much, old account was b@nned, and I feel like I’d have to start from 0 again, building my account again 3.) I have no connects to this place anymore really. It’s just a toxic mess. Most of my friends have left, or we just don’t talk anymore, the rest I have friend offsite. Why should I stay? For more drama?? Someone I hardly know? 4.) school. I’ve been i high school for around 5-6 months now, and the new term started a month ago. It’s a much harder term than the last. I have French, math, gym, and tech. French is something I’m not good at, but I’ve got a good teacher. Tech I’m good at, but the teacher is a Little boring and quiet, but he’s a good teacher, gym I’ve got a good teacher and I enjoy it, it just exhausts me after an hour and 15 mins of running around. But math… I dislike math quite a bit. It’s not fun, it’s just repetitive, and the minute I enter the room, it’s so depressing, and if don’t know why. It doesn’t make me feel energized after wards, just bad. My teacher… feels very controlling. She has so many rules in the class, and o can’t focus on homework in the type of classroom that they like. Everything needs to be orderly, and finished quickly. I need to learn in a way that lets me blend it, because it’s chaotic, and more free flowing. Like the kids being able to walk around/sit somewhere else, or on the ground, or just be able to sit cross legged on my seat. But I can’t in their classroom. 5.) I feel like I’m tied down to so many different responsibilities. That there isn’t enough time in the day to do all of them. So I’m letting go of a few less important ones. Scratch is one of them, plus a few others. Ones that are so meaningless that I’ve stupidly given meaning too. Mindless games that you have to log onto every day. Stuff that will give me more mental clarity, and have less things to worry about than all of them that will have no meaning in a few months, or even days That’s pretty much it. So uh goodbye. I’ll be on every now and again. But I don’t expect me to respond. If you want to talk, I’m on dis (of) cord at forests (hashtag) 7744
