i don't feel sad but i want to get this off my chest i don't feel like crying anymore. its like smiling depression and sh honestly guys the only thing that it is keeping me alive rn is my crush except he's/she's (i have two crushes) 10+ yrs older than me. thats not logical. all my teachers are quitting and getting fired from a toxic manager and im being screamed at by my parents and i just can't do this anymore I have no friends im being canceled on and being rain checked on plans and im not invited to anything. my dad gets drunk (all korean adults do) and screams. my mom is in a wheel chair what am i doing with my life my friend is toxic and treats us all like crap and im mentally dying and have no close friends and then my mom is a school psychologist and she says i have adhd and ive been obsessing with staying still my grades are failing and i have no motivation to sit around and think "oh my life is so great" and all my parents do is argue and bring me into divorce and pulling me in between 2 sides and ive been sleeping later than usual and have been slowly dying
i wish someone i knew in person would care honestly if you feel bad, its best to leave me alone and distance yourself from me, its an introvert thing, and i know when you care or not, i studied bits of psychology
