So mah fren, River. They were mentioned in another project. They almost st*bbed me in the chest a while back. And also today.. I know I often say I wanna d13 but I wanna d13 on my own terms. ANYWAYS so they kinda don't even act like my fren. They talk about me and when I say why, they simply say "I'm just messing with you! Stop being such a child!" They- They yell at me often. They are really obsessed with their power over me.. But they do it bc it's their personality.. At least I think. I told them I was pan and trans today and then she grabbed some scissors and st*bbed me today. I wasn't bleeding a lot so I was fine. As we all know, I'm numb to almost any pain. They tried to st*b me again but I dodged it and ran away. Then we went back to class and they gave me a death stare. They stuck up the bad finger up at me when the teacher wasn't looking. I felt scared but it was just their personality. Then we are now in another class and I can feel them staring at me.. I feel kinda scared but I should be fine.. i really hope I'll be fine..