Well, last year youtube music thought my future was pretty horrible (oofing oneself, being broke, depression) But what actually happened was I met my current bf and rekindled my relationship with my best friend!! This year youtube seems to think I have a lot of romance in my future but will also say “I don’t” at my wedding… I have no idea honestly Well there’s really nothing to do but see what this year will bring for me <3 I’m in such a different place than this time last year Last year I was depressed and crushing on a guy who was seriously in need of therapy This year I’m, as ajr has said, not happy but way less sad, and I have a bf but it’s not the guy from last year, it’s someone I never thought I would even talk to or laugh with Turns out the thing keeping us apart was our friend groups that would oof us if they knew abt out relationship (figuratively ofc) But truly, if anyone had told me a that year from then I would be happy with him as my bf, I would have said “no, ur tricking me. This is a joke. I would never even consider him, he’s such an idiot and his friends are horrible.” (Spoiler alert, his friends WERE horrible. I still call him an idiot on a daily basis but… that’s just how I roll ig) For me the future has always been whatever I didn’t expect, so I guess I’ll see what this year brings. I hope it goes well but I’m not one for optimism so… there’s nothing I can do but wait and see I guess. Ok I’ll stop rambling now
