Soooo remember how I was going to get a computer? Well guess what. That’s been delayed. This is because my parents apparently decided that the computer I’d been saving up for for a year was going to be EVERYONE’s computer. Which is the entire reason I wanted a computer… was to have my own PERSONAL computer. Like as in it’s mine and don’t touch it plz. But instead they decided my brother should be allowed to game on it or I wouldn’t be able to get one. So, I’m not getting one. For the time being. I’m kind of done dealing with stuff like this, because I assure you it’s not the first time stuff like this has happened, I’ve just brushed it off before and kept my fake smile. But if they want to keep doing stuff like this I’m not spending all my money on something I’ll hardly be able to use myself, much less in the way I intended to. So yes, this is a vent. I feel really bad abt maki this decision cuz I know I’ve been promising so many things, but stuff like this keeps happening, and I guess this is the last straw. I’ve been trying really hard for the past couple years to get some kind of technological freedom from them, but I guess I’m still not good enough, so heck, maybe it’ll be till I’m 18 (don’t worry that’s only a couple years down the road lmao) but I really hope not. If you’ve got any suggestions lemme know, but yes I’ve tried talking to them, and reasoning, and being the good lil older sibling all the time. Perfect all A’s child who doesn’t break rules. Idk. Out of options feels like. Sorry guys, we might be in for a bit of a long haul for Deviant and stuff.
