I had this bf. Literally i fall for anyone who flatters me the only reason i got with him was because he said i was cute. i am S T U P I D. Honestly, he was a total jerk. I playfully grabbed at his pencil and he clawed me hard enough to leave a scar that's still there two weeks later and wont apologize. he says he has a RIGHT. what? WHAT? i dont see any logic here, okay? later we're playing a videogame (hold on it gets better) he keeps grinding on me because im a new player. i repeatedly ask him to stop and he's like "someones following me and NOT SHOOTING ME EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE WAY FARTHER AWAY AND IM RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE IMAGINARY CHASER" i dont fall for that! i confront him and he covers everything up with "im joking." after weeks of me trying to get some space and him sending me endless notes, i finally get a note asking if i still like him. N O. obvious no. He asks me why, and get this, i tell him everything. he doesn't understand because he's ignorant and stupid, and he asks me again and again for the next week. he ends up following me everywhere and i start getting genuinely scared. i asked him one day, to reference the scar incident, "would you sh0ot me if i was holding something of yours and wouldn't give it back?" of course, he said no, but not for the reason i thought he would say. his only reason was "i dont really wanna go to jail." it was not, "you would probably die," it was "i dont wanna get arrested." uh, hello? i was talking to a potential murderer here? i told the teachers what was happening and Abi stopped talking to me. (his name isn't Abi, i don't dare say his real name) so yeah, i have spent the last few weeks crying in my room because i have a stalker. wonderful.
