How come I can see all these colors but i'm always blue I dont talk anymore cuz i'm afraid to make a move I give people too many chances to prove What they say is true because I struggle with abandonment and it's a growing issue And you say your taking a break But i know the truth, You're tired of my face When you say you need to get some room I play my ukelele all day To strum my troubles away Maybe someday I will realize that life isen't a race But untill then I will always feel so out of place, Crying as im drifting further out into space...
Why can't you see that you still have me tied in your lies Like a fly in a web and you keep on saying goodbye And leaving me to die You ruined my life and its wearing me down I'm done pretending i'm okay now And you keep leaving and saying to just forget it I can't are you stupid? You've left me neglected You hurt me don't you understand? I can't just forget the pain you idiot. You have to help me heal, otherwise ill just bleed out, like i have been for the past few months
