ps: the pic is js randomly from my camera roll so this account was supposed to be a clean slate for me.. truly you'd expect me to forget what ever happened on my old account, right? not exactly... im just feeling weird.. like completely. i dont know why.. i feel guilty.. basically, i was the worst friend ever. i AM the worst friend ever. anyone who was involved with it, im deeply sorry. im sorry im not gone by now. im sorry i exist. im sorry you met me. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry, for even making contact with you. im sorry for not being perfect for you. im sorry that i didnt own up to my actions, im sorry that i made you read this. im sorry that you care. im sorry we talked. im sorry i even entered here.. i question these choices. the only reason i havent [deleted] myself is bc of some rlly important ppl . they would be gone alongside me. but what's the point, rlly? i wish i can know now...
