YAY +10000000000000000000 POINTS ITS ME!! i ate the candles because i can and found an egg in my pocket that was surprisingly still whole and then i ate that too oh and i ate a whole cake by myself (guess the flavor >:D) art block still exists so i make myself draw hands as a calming exercise until i want to punch myself slightly less i make a dumb project so i can feel better about mysefl HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME i am old now i cant walk upstairs anymore so i guess i cant go to heaven HAHA FEAR ME MORTALS FOR I AM-- i reread the parts where my favorite characters die so i can feel emotions again and a lot of tissues were sacrificed uhm what else this day was actually pretty mundane oh and i ate cake for lunch, dinner, and breakfast the next day but i still have leftover cake and now i never want to eat cake ever again
