hey everyone, kairan here. i have a major confession to make. you may actually not know me as spencer or kairan, or even as scarlett. the name i'm most know as on here? anna. that's me. i'm anna. i've been anna all along. and i'd like to explain. first, i'm so sorry if anyone felt lied to or betrayed by this. i really had no ill intent with this. i know i lied to some of you. but the truth? i learned from it. now, there are a few reasons why i did this, so maybe hear me out before you get angry. i know, i would, but i'd like you guys to hear my reasons. the first one, and the foremost reason, was the fear of getting banned. i wanted the pheonix person who got both my accs banned to not know that it was me, so i kinda just started going by scarlett because i liked the name and i figured it could keep me safe. now that they're banned, i'm safe to let you guys know who i am. number two was wanting to talk to people who i had fought with. you all probably know at this point about me and coco, and how i put her friend jay on dni as well, and i honestly felt really bad for how i had behaved towards them, but instead of coming forward as myself (i couldn't because i was banned, but i should've sooner) i decided to try to befriend them on a different account where they wouldn't know it was me. coco, jay, you guys are cool people and i'm really, truly sorry about what happened. i hope you can forgive me, but if you don't, i get it. number three was that it felt refreshing to be able to start over. and i know i shouldn't have lied to you guys, and it was wrong, but i honestly wanted to have a little refreshing restart. and i truly have been having a lot of struggle with my gender identity, so it would also be very hard when everyone knows me as anna already. i'm so so sorry i lied to you guys, i really am, and i'll understand if you hate me after this. but i love you all, and gwdfi is my online family. i wanted to get this off my chest, and i really truly am sorry.
