so as the title says I did smth crazy. I did smth I regret I did bc it hurt my s/o so much, he was crying telling me to promise I wouldn't take another p!ll, I took 5 last night. the healthy amount to take was 1, I couldn't do it anymore and honestly, I was ready to leave but even threw that kai stayed and loved me threw it all. I never realized how much he loved me till now, and all I can say is that I'm so happy we are together.
