I'm so done with everything. No one is listening to my 'silent' call for help. I'm being hurt by my irl friend who we're gonna call Issac. He hurts me mentally & physically. He lies & says that I'm hurting him. It hurts. I feel like I gotta fake everything. I'm a fake, I don't exist, right? I can't stop. I can't stop suffering. My heart is gone. But it's not. It hurts to cough. Am I bleeding? Should I leave? Am I this useless & pitiful? I'm so stupid, I ain't no help to anyone. I'm sorry. But . . . I know you don't forgive me.
