Chapter 5: The Move On Those kids are right. I am worthless, stupid, dumb. But it’s time I take a move on. I’m done with the bully’s, I’m done with the names, I’m done with depression and all this stress. I just want to see my dad again. But the only way I will be able to do that is to- ki*l myself. I would do that to see my dad again. I’d do anything just to see him one last time… for me and my family to be all together again…to just be happy…for the rest of our lives… It’s not worth staying here. In a school full of kids that don’t respect me, hate me, despise me. A life, that doesn’t seem worth living. I want a new life… A life… where everything is happy, where my dad is here, my mom be with her loving husband, and for us to just be happy together as a family… I can’t deal with this anymore. School, stress, depression, sadness…full of sadness… my life, is just sadness. Nothing more, just depression, hate, and sadness… Autistic, dyslexic, or “auslexic” no matter what, don’t I deserve some respect? Don’t I?
Me and mango, once again :)
