... i'm tired i'm tired of being bullied, used, gaslighted, hurt, etc. i hate that i have to pretend to be happy all the time so i don't get bullied for being tired, depressed, anxious, hurt, all that i hate how people think it's okay to make me suffer this is why the only relationship i've ever been in lasted 1-2 days because i was scared that he would abandon me and hurt me like most people do it's my fault that i can't let myself trust the people i love sometimes because it's my job to not let them feel like i don't love them back this is not okay and when i open up, most people don't care i get that they mostly think it's for attention that i'm lying BUT I'M NOT i AM suffering and MOST PEOPLE HURT ME FOR IT i am SICK and TIRED of this... THIS IS NOT OKAY i love yall ❤ especially [I'm not saying his name >¦(] but i might not be here much longer might
