1: I smile, i try, but the truth is i wanna die 2: I wish i could sleep and not wake up 3: I dont wont to k*11 myself, I want to d*e, I want to escape, I want to run away, I want to live six feet under the ground, i want to disapper 4:I'm the one thats got to d*e when its time for me to d*e, so let me live my life the way i want to