So, i know before i got on Scratch(with this account), I well hated opening up about my feelings.. *deep sigh* well people... im bout ready to sleep for eternity and here's why. A few people on here knew me on Quotev. And I didn't voluntarily deactivate my account on there. That was my parents doing, mk? Tonight I had looked at one of my online child's account and looked at the last few chapters of her book and realized they were about me.... and I started to cry. "OMG.YOURE FRICKING WEAKKKKKK" A few MIGHT be thinking and, yes I was. Because I was a better parent to her than her real ones and just hit home for me. It quite literally broke me. FYI her @ is AnimalCrazy123 and mine is DSMPhuman] Now depressing songs are playing in my head on repeat. 'How do I say goodbye?' 'Oblivion:the dsmp song' and a few others.. I strugle with emotions.. a CRAP ton. Only 1 person knows that and its my bf.. He helps me more than he knows so Ev if your reading this, I love you Wilbur. I've written 3 paragraphs for her and even recording my voice.. To be heart to heart with you guys, I don't think Imma post a bunch of projects or stories for at least a few days or a week.. not like much of you guys read em. Anyways.. I need parenting advice guys... God's now I feeling ima cry again... shoot.. I do have a 'What if-? Flowers from 1970' in the making.
