i don’t share a lot of my personal life on this site. frankly, i don’t share any of it, unless it’s for a funny haha or somebody asks and i feel the need to. but today’s a bit different. too many tiny things piling into a giant mountain of problems are causing my family to fall apart. mom goes to sleep frustrated and sad, and dad… dad’s confused. it’s like he’s 80 years old, and i’m really scared for him. what if he has dementia or alzheimer's or something really horrible? he still drives and goes places, though, which also scares me! and on top of this, school is getting more rough. i keep putting things off until the literal last minute, which is a HORRENDOUS idea when i am where i am. but at least that tunnel has an end in sight. my mental health… honestly, i’m not sure. i don’t feel it easy to stay happy or energetic. most of the time, i fade into some kind of apathetic gap devoid of real emotion. am i depressed? i don’t know.
so what does all this mean for me on scratch? i’ll still talk and rp with people. i’ll try to post art when i can, but no promises. y’all are my friends, i ain’t ever letting you go <3 /p (specifically you, @-Embrac3- . one never lets a friend like you wander away.) (and to those of you that i’ve promised art, i’m working on it, i swear.) that’s all. i just thought i’d let you know why i’m so slow and sad.
