➤ 29/03/2023 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- People always ask me, why are you always alone? Why don't you spent time with friends? But honestly i really don't have friends. It was like some people who really made effort to talk to me but honestly i really suck at talking back. It goes well for a while, where i trust them too much and tell too much about me or ignore them coz of trust issues. But every time when i get a new friend, i fall into problems and then we'll have a fight. And in the end it's only me alone always. But sometimes i try to realize it's wrong and i always go back to them. But it will be too late, They will be so happy. With another friend so happy and i just move on back alone. But even if i say sorry, They move on and the energy of our friendship will almost be killed. That's what happened to me and Kavya, Jerusha, Subi, Raji & Everyone Who Was once Friends With Me. It's All Gone And I'm all Alone Again.. And It Really Hurt's When People Ask Me Why Don't You Go Out, Spent Time With Friends. It Hurts, It Hurts Every Time When I Tell People, No i didn't go coz i don't have friends... noo please .. i can't .. i'm sorry .. i really suck at Friendship as well as Relationship. So Please Leave Me Alone. I'll Be Alright All Day, Tryna Vibe Alone.. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ThankYou, And This Is A Note To My Self... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Self, You're Stronger Than You Thing, Cuter Than You Think, Awesome Than You Think. Remember, You're Not Born To Impress Others. Be You, Love Your Self. Trust Trust, Not Others But Your Self First. If They Leave, Trust. People Come & Go For A Reason & You Need To Take It As A Lesson & Shouldn't Worry About It. ...Things May Come, Things May Go. NVM Just Let It Go... You're Loved, & Supported By Anyone Anytime. Even If You Can't Feel, You're Been Supported. Trust The Time, Trust Me.. I'm Always There For You. Waiting For You To Call❤ ...Love You Myself, You Can Read This Anytime When You Feel Low & Feel Like You Need Support... Coz I'm Always Here To Hear❤... ~Heart❤ ---------------------------------------------------------------------- NATUREandPLANTS I Trust You, Nobody Else Other Than You, Myself & My Heart❤... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The Reason Why I Love Darkness Is... ➤ I'm To My Self. ➤ It Makes Me Feel Different & Independent. ➤ Nobody Is Bothered Coz I'll Be There In The Dark Where They Can't See Me :) Also Being Alone Makes Me Feel Better... Coz Every time When I Enter A Group, I Either Get Bulled Or Avoided.. Or I'll Be Like So Happy & Excited & Ruin Everything And Make Them Feel, It Would Have Been Better Without Her [or] It Was Really Amazing Before She Could Join :( ➤ I'm So Annoying & So I Feel. I'm Always Perfect All Alone❤... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- 》Love You My Self❤ & NATUREandPLANTS... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Song, 》Invisible From MLPEG By Wallflower Blush.
