okay, i honestly feel COMPLETELY left out. in the mha fandom, mainly. and in general, too. I'll split this into seperate things ▨-[CONTENTS]-▨ ~BNHA/MHA General ~Server General ~Helicopter Parents ~Love ~BNHA/MHA Roleplay ~Roleplay general ~OCs General ~Scratch. ▨-[BNHA/MHA General]-▨ --for any of you gys who are in the Official BNHA Server, you will know about the 'My Genshin Impactia' Event from about, what, 20 hours ago? It looked super fun, but I know nothing about Genshin. Also, a lot of people have been despising me for my love of MHA. I'm legitimately thinking about leaving the fandom. It's toxic, and there's constant ship wars, the fanart is very cringe (personally.) and it's tainted the series' look and my opinion on it. I don't know why I'm typing this, nobody's even gonna read all of it, amiright? ▨-[Server General]-▨ --i'm obsessed with mudae, and now people are criticizing me for it. i can't do anything without going through this. like seriously, i like different things. mudae is a hobby. it needs 0 money, you just need disco-- and a server. then you invite mudae. simple as that. and it's addicting, you roll every hour. claim every 3 hours. it's fun, to me. it is a bit cringe, but it's a HOBBY. it's something i ENJOY. i shouldn't have to stop doing something i enjoy because others think it's cringe. ▨-[Helicopter Parents.]-▨ --no, my parents are not helicopters. no, they do not OWN helicopters. helicopter parents are parents who constantly watch what you're doing, poke into your personal stuff, and always talk about your friends behind their back, ect. i have them. and well- i get overwhelmed. i'm homeschooled and my parents give me a lot of work. i get overwhelmed and stressed. i tell them but they say im overreacting. ah yes, because my grades matter more than my mental health. apparently, i'm also far ahead of normal intelligence. it makes me get easily disappointed, and stuff. i've always been a good student and whenever in out-of-home events, when the teacher calls on me to stop talking, i feel like crying. because normally when im talking, im talking to my best friend jully who's moving to the USA right after my birthday. i think she might forget about me, and i want to spend as much time with her as i can. plus, it's the only time i really get to talk to her. and then via butts in and makes me unhappy, she's such an attention seeker. ugh. ▨-[Love]-▨ --I CANNOT FIND LOVE for my life. i've fallen for a lot of people, but they don't even care about me. they're just jerks. i get pushed away, and then i end up shoving people away from ME because i don't want them to deal with such a stupid depressing child as myself. ▨-[BNHA/MHA Roleplay]-▨ --i can't do this. everybody roleplays as dabi, and dabi isn't even my favorite character. but im scared that if i rp as anyone else i'll mess it up. i'm naturally a dabi kin. i relate to him like- A LOT- and that's why i roleplay as him. the only other person i kin in mha is probably tokoyami, but he isn't really a char i would rp as. i feel pushed to the side, even more. i'm almost numb. except i always smile. especially when good things happen. you'll see another reason why i dislike bnha rps now after this next section. ▨-[Roleplay General]- --i only have 1 main rp buddy. won't list them here because they get embarrassed easily. they might feel hearttouched? i don't know. it's a stupid idea to list them here anyways. i barely rp with anyone nowadays, my imagination is always full of ideas but im way too shy to mention them. whenever they have ideas, i love hearing them out. sorta. i get a bit upset because i know they found the courage i never found. ▨-[OCs General]-▨ --mary sues. that's it. people with op characters that make roleplaying unenjoyable. they turn themselves into the main character and don't even consider other char's personalities (when it's like an mha or other anime/fandom oc) ((ALSO CEE IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABT PLS DON'T TELL ANYONE WHO IM TALKING ABOUT)). ▨-[Scratch.]-▨ --in general, scratch is getting annoying and is making me feel extremely depressed. these fu- i mean, freaking 8-11 year olds with their op OCs and deleting my comments when i try to give them tips on making it more fair. this is why i hate scratch rn and i want to leave. (Cee, quiet.)
art: chuuya (i think?) - mizi-milk (YT) music: my alcoholic friends - the dresden dolls
