Yeah, holding back Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (Yeah) Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa) Got some moments that just came and went Made amends with you, then you overstepped That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect Stop with all the threats Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less (Yeah) 'Nother city I don't know well Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah) Future doesn't pop up, then the past will Upside, that's a rare view Now I'm going downhill (Yeah) Don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? All these things I hold inside I just can't forget Thought that I could let this go DD Osama 'Upnow' (Live Performance) | Open Mic [Pre-Chorus] I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? All these things I hold inside I just can't forget Thought that I could let this go [Chorus] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this I ain't know that it would be like this [Verse 2] Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with I know that you got a thousand reasons You probably wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah I don't hear a thing when you yell Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah Got me standing here with no choice I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm But I can't deal (Can't deal) Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding I just let the phone ring We ain't even close, please Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah) Lot of issues that you don't see Texts that I just won't read Play it off, it cuts deep though When I don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (Yeah) All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (Nah) Thought that I could let this go (Yeah) But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah) Like this (Ayy) I ain't know that it would be like this (I ain't know that it would be like this, woo) Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah) Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this
This song is really good!
