idk anymore i tried making a vent animation bc im not good at explaning it but i gave up i wanna give up on life but then i dont idk ik that i rlly need therapy or mental help of some sort but then i hate myself and avoid it its like ik whats happening but then i let it happen its confusing its weird its strange i wrote this bc no one cares no one will see this no one cares im just the "smart" kid everything i have is "perfect" but is it really? - ali♥
