## why and how do i literally always mess up conversations? why does everyone else get to be funny and have good social skills? how is that even fair? i put so much effort into trying to make someones day even slightly better then i just mess it all up for them and make it even more awkward. ## i put so much effort into trying to make relatable or good quality projects on both my accounts and it kind of hurts when nobody notices. i am not trying to sound like an attention seeker but it kind of hurts when people ignore you ngl. ## why does everybody in existence forget about me ??