lololol new oc !!! this is a vent btw if u didnt notice :heart_eyes: i keep on getting smaller and smaller. i have no friends. i cant even keep a boyfriend for over two weeks. i am one of the most popular people in school yet i feel empty. i feel small. i want to change but i cant. it doesnt matter. nothing does. it's gotten to the point where the only place i feel safe is a kid's coding website which i can rarely access. is me trying so hard not enough for anyone? why does it have to be this way?