I am tired. Why can’t i just have a normal week. Without anything. But oh, its always my fault. EVERYTHING’S MY FAULT. THEY BOTH JUDGE TO SOON, SHE THINKS IM CRAZY, WHAT NEXT? THEY LEAVE ME? THEY TRAP ME? THEY ABANDON ME? WHAT DO YOU EFFING WANT FROM ME? THEY DON’T CARE. EVEN IF THEY DO, THEY’RE NOT HELPING. I WANT TO D!E. LEAVE. DON’T COME BACK. YOU EFFING RUINED ME. I TOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE FINE, BUT OOPS! AND ITS MY FAULT. MY FAULT. AND IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM EFFING SORRY … leave.
[oh, i think your holding the heart of me,] (my heart is) [squeeze it apart, that’s fine.]