-ˋˏ✄ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❝ ❞ the night will hold us close `` ⚜ for anyone who ends up seeing this, this is just a heads-up that this is my first time applying for a litter on this site, so if i have anything i'm required to correct, just let me know!! -ˋˏ✄ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❝ ❞ and the stars will guide us home `` ⚜ [ roleplayer introduction ] . hello! i am mostly known both online and offline as zaine, but i am also known online as vurr (@-wanderz) and formerly mintyz/ren (@greenmintyz, currently inactive account). if this confuses you too much, feel free to call me whatever makes you comfy! this goes as well pronoun-wise, though i mostly go by he / they on most of my accounts, besides @greenmintyz. veering away from roleplayer background info, we can dive deeper into roleplay experience. i've formerly had spottedscorch of tfcrp on @greenmintyz- storage account, but on here, i now have wandersolace of shadowclan, 33 moons old. i used to have owlburnet also of shadowclan, who died from being k1lled off (aka falling off a cliff) at around 28 moons old (i can't remember). i have also been a member of many other roleplays, such as efrp, ritsrp, ettrp, and many more. i've also been roleplaying for about a year on this site and 5 months offsite. as well as roleplaying, i tend to spend my time reading, songwriting, and drawing. i currently am in a band called lovecraft (though we haven't posted any songs because i have writers block atm sob) and specialize in the school's broadcast journalism newscast. i am in middle school in the 7th grade, but i am soon going into 8th grade so i might be busy with schoolwork and state testing. depending on my schedule, i'm stuck with a solid 9.5/10 in activity. i take well care of all my roleplay characters and i never harm them or give them any relationships that would be toxic to their character development. i killed off owlburnet simply because i didn't like his character, personality, or design--basically everything about him. he was only a sign-up cat, though, and i am currently taking good care of wandersolace. i only harm if and when needed or called upon (whether it be slow moving of plot or character development). -ˋˏ✄ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❝ ❞ i've been waiting for this moment `` i love fernweh and they seem like they have the same feel as i do. it seems fun to be roleplaying as a cat who has a polydactyl toe and adhd, so that would be both a challenge and interesting to me! as a person who has adhd myself, and it is nice to see a kit who would seem like me, having born physical disabilities and has add/adhd would be fun to rp. it would be so happy to watch not just fernweh grow, but the entire family tree (being one of the largest family trees in tfc) as well. i also fell in love with fernweh's written description. they are absolutely adorable and is so lucky to have a family willing to spend so much of their time with all of their kits. as a kit, fernweh is born a male. however, perhaps they would decide that they would be intergender between male and non-binary. they also soon realize that they feel no sexual tendencies, concluding with having the title of asexual and skolioromantic. they also feel comfortable with pronouns of they/he/ze/ve, most commonly going by they/he though. they have a tendency to be very active and very courageous, though this is often always seen negatively, because they typically refuse to seek help or wisdom, thinking that they should take care of the cats around them even if they are aware that they can fend for themselves. this, though, often allows cats to believe they are annoying or clingy, which makes them a bit self- conscious of themself. nevertheless, when they see or discover something they love, they will always love that or them because of how they are. they are a very cheerful soul with a kind-hearted, determined spirit. ⚜ [ simplified personality sorted into +, -, = format ] [+] : affectionate, active, passionate, determined [=] : courageous, independent [-] : annoying, clingy, self-conscious, domineering i will keep fernweh for as long as they live. they really are gorgeous and i hope to roleplay them until they unite with the stars! -ˋˏ✄ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❝ ❞ we're finally alone `` - polydactyly polydactyly is a congenital genetic physical mutation where the cat is born with an amount of toes unusual to a typical cat. it is more often inherited and was developed in one generation. it is common to find a cat with polydactyl front paws only, but a polydactyl cat with hind paws and both are even rarer. [ https://www.thesprucepets.com/polydactyl-cats-4175908 [ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polydactyl_cat [ https://www.dutch.com/blogs/cats/cats-polydactyl-cats - adhd adhd is a mental disorder most common in [+]
[+] children. this includes often being forgetful or lose things, having a hard time getting a long with others, daydreaming a lot, or are careless/make careless mistakes, to name a few symptoms. there are multiple different types of adhd, but fernweh will have predominantly inattentive presentation, which they will struggle with paying attention or remaining focused on instructions or tasks. there is no determined cause of adhd. [ https://www.cdc.gov/ncbddd/adhd/facts.html/ [ https://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/adhd/what-is-adhd [ https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/attention-deficit-hyperactivity-disorder-adhd -ˋˏ✄ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❝ ❞ i turn to ask the question `` ⚜ [ roleplay example ] . a cheerful soul they seemed as fernwehkit gleefully roamed through an open meadow. he felt free and enjoyed being out and about, being like an eagle soaring high above the clouds. though--ve halted to a stop when [npc]scorch stood in vir way, staring at xe in an angry manner. `` fernwehkit? `` the warrior meowed, beginning to grow frustrated. the young kit blinked furiously at the warrior, angry that the daydream he really enjoyed came to an end. `` you need to pay attention more often, if you're going to be like this. `` yet, yes of course, fernwehkit soon began to doze off back into a fantasy-land. fernweh loves making flower crowns and sitting in meadows on sunny days to match their bright personality. they love watching fluttering butterflies as well as swimming in ponds and lakes. though, they start to complain when rainy or cold weather begins to arrive, because they hate it when their pelt grows sopping wet! they love being in lively social events, going around trying to make as many friends as possible, but sometimes, when the day is gloomy, they feel desolated, so it's best if they are left alone when their negative mood swings hit (which is a bit on the rarer side). they are very bipolar (not the disorder) as well. they fear getting their paws wet or wounded, as well as climbing on steep cliffs and heights. a mild scent of wildflower and oak is rather present when fernweh is around. they love it when they receive gifts-- they get all happy and cheerful and warm inside to know that the sender cares! along with that, they also love naming other cats nicknames so it is easier for them to memorize. they will call ghost 'ma,' 'ghosty,' or 'mama,' and emberdrift 'da,' 'emmy,' or 'papa.' they will also call balterkit 'terry,' phantomkit 'phantom,' and monarchkit 'monny.' fernweh also loves mangoes and dragonfruit as well as making flower crowns SPECIFICALLY with lillies, dahlias, and magnolias. nebulae and stars are also what young fernweh loves in relation to space. -ˋˏ✄ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❝ ❞ so anxious, my thoughts `` . bgm / quotes: after dark - mr. kitty . fernweh design: @ivorycrow . tn art: @aviren, made on procreate . temp ref fanart: @aviren, made on scratch . litter: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/833771330
