im having one of those things where you really miss your partner so much you want to hit your head against the nearest wall (istg if scratch team takes down this vent it's gonna get worse from here) i also can't sleep at night aghhhhhhhhhhhh i feel dizzy and my brain feels static and literally everytime i try to think of something happy my brain just goes out of it's way to give me (not so epic) thoughts and disturbing facts about things why do i even try to stay alive at this point man