So i decided to tell my irl “friends” that i was lesbian, it was the worst (..)ing idea ive ever had, “But girls are supposed to like boys” “Gay!” PLEASE i dont want to deal with this bs just because im a lesbian, i feel so stupid for thinking they’d accept me. JUST STOP, OKAY? i have a feeling one of them will tell, soon enough my homophobe parents will know, and they’ll take away my devices. using the internet is my escape from this literal hell of a world, why am i so stupid? why? WHY? i wish i was just deadi hate my life i hate myself i want to just curl up into a ball, go to sleep and never wake up. i want to be who i am, and i want to be accepted for that. why cant i? i loved you, trusted you, we shared laughs, we were FRIENDS. i wish i kept it to myself. i dont want to hear you i just wish we were still friends i think im going to (…)ing pass out PLEASE. JUST ACCEPT ME?!
