hello... I just wanted to pop on here and update on a couple things. 1. my new account yes, I have a new account. I used to create new accounts everyday, but as you can see, I've stuck around for a couple months. even on my previous account @darling_vi I stuck around for over a month. I guess I can say I'm proud of my improvement, but yet here I am with a new account. I don't know why I'm switching, I love my username, and yet I don't. I'm pleased with my account. I participated in SWC with it. so why am I switching? I just don't know. anyways, here is my new account @bewildered- 2. how I talk I was quite "talkative" during SWC. except in real life, I'm shy. I take time to warm up to someone. I don't have many friends. but I'm glad I made some here :) 3. I felt pressured I'm not sure if you noticed, but I had a posting schedule. I would post every other Saturday at 9am. as a perfectionist, I pressured myself to get content out on time and I wanted to make sure it was diverse. if my last project was art, then I would make a different kind of project, even if I really wanted to make an art project. also, I tried going for a theme, though it pressured me also. I didn't want to stick with the blue theme but I kept going anyways. again, I am orderly and wanted to be tidy. overall, I'm trying my best. sorry for this rant, its unneeded but I just wanted to come on here. so yeah, I'm moving to @bewildered-