April, 28. It's been a year ever since Emiko my "mother" d!3d...and now Oni-Chan (Giyu) is getting m@rried to Shinobu-san. I should be happy that Oni-Chan is getting m@rried again...but...I’ve been feeling anxious, angry, frustrated and sad without any reason. There are times when I feel like crying knowing that I'm missing someone in my heart. I have confrontations with my best friend, brother and even to a butterfly over small things but feel bad about them later. I feel like I'm useless. As I'm part of the Tomioka family...I feel empty...I am not sad or mad. I'm not happy either...I just feel nothing. But to be honest, I actually feel scared deep down...I just want Emiko back...I would do anything to see her again... I have to go to a mission...I'm sorry but...I'll see you soon my friend. -Aoi Kanzaki
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