April 28 - Diary entry. I don't feel emotion anymore?! Giyu and Yuki was all that played thru my head...and my h3@rt breaking into two, as in literally...the only thing I feel is betrayal and ambition...I can't l0v3, be nice, or cheery anymore...this is why I would rather be alone...All that plays through my head was what happened...I can't think of anything else really... "Betrayal. Mika, you stupid fool, you have been stupid" is what I keep hearing in my head, but those words don't affect me, no one's words do so anymore. I am better off without l0v3ing or being l0v3d whether its family friends or just anyone. I can survive on my own. I don't care I don't feel it and best of all I don't show it...I still don't know why I care for Giyu and heal him after what has happened...but it's certainly not in that way...or at least...I think. Whatever its impossible...my h3artit shattered...as in literally. Honestly at first I didn't think it was worth it, you see on my way home from a mission 3 years ago a crone stopped me, she wouldn't let me go until I chose a p!ll. I chose the light blue one and she told me that if sm1 ever br3^ks my h3art...I just wont have one anymore. Ig it was worth it, but I did this to myself...I had promised to never f^ll for someone, and I did... I thought if I never did show this or confront them abt it... I would never have to break...Goodbye... -Mika Kibutsuji
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