April, 29. I cried...again....I promised myself I wouldn't cry ever again after Emiko di3d. But I failed at keeping the promise. Some days...I wish I was someone else. I keep forgetting to eat my meds and herbs...ever since okasan d!3d. My parents and Emiko wanted the kid who is always smiling, living a happy life, and not bringing myself down. It’s moments like these when I wish I could be that for them. I wish I could feel happy. I even wish I could feel sad, because at least then I would feel something. But now...I just feel empty. I’ll try to be better for Oni-chan, okasan, mother, father and nee-san but...I don’t think I can... Oni-chan, okasan or anyone that's apart of my family... I just wanted to say that I'm sorry...for not being the best daughter or sister....Goodbye.... -Aoi Kanzaki
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