I'm so tired I hope almost everything d!3$. There's no point of leaving anything on this whole world. Yeah selfish I know. I'm tired of doing so much for people. All I get called is mean. When I do something people, keep expecting more and more. Im tired okay. I wanna push everyone away. Its not gonna get better. I know it's not going to. Everyone can say it is going to get better. But when? Huh I'm tired of waiting for something to happen. I've tried taking action. You want to know what happens, I get stepped on and end up worse than before. And I swear I'm so tired of religions. I do not want to here any of region stuff, please. I'm sick and tired of it. Pushing religion on to me is not going to make me convert to your religion. My parents do it, I get judged for being an atheist. Like what is peoples problem. If you are religious cool! Its not my business to know what it is. If I care enough then I might ask some stuff and I won't judge. People mocking people that are gay, trans, non-binary and other, I swear you are the worst person on this whole entire world. You should keep your mouth shut and I'll keep the key until I finally care about your opinion. And for the people at school, stop being such a jerk to people the are goth, I can't wear rings without people calling me gay or emo. I wore cool rings once and that's all I needed to know how you feel. I got called mean things in different languages. So I threw the rings, that I paid for and I will never wear them again. So thank you people at my school. You destroyed my last hope of feeling free from my own mind. I feel like I'm slowly losing interest to all of my hobbies. I've stopped drawing on paper as much. I don't feel like making desserts anymore. I usually love making those but I just can't. I wake up totally exhausted everyday. I keep not finishing work I'm supposed to do. Much as finish drawing that I saw I was going to draw a month ago. Or do voice acting. I said I was going to get. Here I am, doing nothing and being tired.
