April 29 - Diary Entry I am tired...not as in sleepy but as in tired and done. Everything is chaotic, but I don't feel it... I don't know if I care or don't care abt anything.... I missed Emiko Sensei but now...? I don't know how to miss someone...I am as emotionless as Mui...I can't l0v3,h8,cry,be happy or anything...I can't do a simple thing such as a smile. the old crone who tricked me was talking to Giyu...I confronted her and Giyu heard while he was in his cat form...but I couldn't care less... I keep thr0wing up/c0^gh!ng bl00d and f^!nting but it doesn't affect me anymore...I just feel betrayal thanks to the blue pill...I wanted to tell Aoi that "ilyt" but I can't....I also watched Giyu's cat form all night...I don't know why I am caring for him...Also I am secretly st@rving myself, it doesn't even hae t be secret...it's not like anyone cares....especially Giyu..he said it himself he could care less and he doesn't l!k3 me. I keep having dreams of happy memories and stuff...it doesn't work. I crave to show emotion and to reverse what happened... I don't know what to write...my mind is spinning and I am d!zzy... Maybe I will write some more today, but not right now... -Mika Kibutsuji April 29 - 2nd entry for today I don't know why I still care for Giyu...he cried black ooze and as I cleaned it burned my hand...not that I feel pain...I also saw him writing in his diary...he thinks I am well okay now...which is good....I checked, I am b^rning up with a fever...I keep c0^ghing out bl00d and I keep randomly having d!zzy spells and fa!nting...I hope no one knows...especially Aoi....she is already suspicious of me drinking the blue liquid that was partly the cause of Emiko's d3^th...my whole b0dy h^rts...I know it does but the pa!n isn't affecting me...I wanna cry because it h^rts but now I try to feel numb....but I really am not okay...I know..I checked my temperature and went to the demon doctor Tamayo...she said results were terrible and she was surprised I was al!v3...I don't know why I keep c0^gh!ng up bl00d and fa!nting, but it doesn't matter, no one cares. Daku also started crying...which isnt good because his curse is that he cries bl00d and gets h^rt when he does...I also healed him...he cried a lot for who knows what and the c^ts from crying were deep... See you dear diary...I feel too weak to write more -Mika Kibutsuji April 29 - third and maybe last entry for today I don't have much time left...I am dy!ng...Daku is crying and h^rting....I am peacefully sitting next to Giyu healing him...I don't know why I still do so...I gave him my last life gem...I thought he needed it more...dear diary, it doesn't matter if I d!3 no one would care...
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