April 30 - Diary entry. 3 day's left to l!v3...fine by me. Being emotionless has it's perks but that isn't my point. Inosuke seems to be he only one who actually cares but...the blue pill's affect won't let me believe him...Mitsuri burst into tears when I told her I am dy!ng...I don't wanna leave Aoi here...but I can't control d3@th...she did however "mw@" me...Idrc. Honestly Giyu is just getting unbearable... he is everywhere..trying to make up for it..but he can't...even if he does I can't l0v3 or show emotion so what's the point? I don't trust that Yuki anymore and I don't know why Emiko actually helped her...l0v3...? as far as I am concerned it is smth I cant do or will do. Giyu keeps switching between l0v!ng me and not...it doesn't matter for the most part...I jumped into the black ooze tsunami...it didn't do much..only some 3rd d3gr33 b^rns... I will write more later...I am sleepy... -Mika Kibutsuji April 30 - 2nd entry I am showing emotion? I am crying...My mood affects the weather...I am crying so hard that it is raining an snowing at the same time...Inosuke is trying to make me feel better...it doesn't work...Everyone was right...I will never find l0v3...they were also right about Giyu....selfish...careless...and much more...but I didn;t listen....I gave into it...I f3ll for Giyu....and now he says since I will be g0n3 in three days...he will earase all memory of me and replace it with the memories of my baby sister Evelyn...I was right...everyone favorites my siblings and family...I am forgotten and not cared about...I am crying while writing...the pages of this diary are soaked with bl00dy tears...I can't write more...it h^rts to do so...I think the secret curse that came with this blue p!ll was that I could cry and not feel the pa!n -Mika Kibutsuji
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