yeah uh basically I can't just keep coming back or live in some sorta limbo where I keep saying imma leave but don't, so I'm just gonna leave quite honestly I part of me wants to stay but tbh I have things that still pique me the creative parts of my mind that also will actually benefit me over scratch that I'd rather do in the end tldr: this is not a good use of my time. Though, I know I have other friends who have returned/use scratch and I will say that it is not a waste a time for you if you don't feel like it is, this is just my own experience and doesn't apply to everyone k bye forever
