May 2. The silence become the permanent part of my l!f3..I cried, shouted, and cursed...but no one listens. I need a break, an escape but there’s no way out...I'm just helpless. It was never in my hands and I knew l!f3 is not the one for me but I chose to shut my eyes and surrender....Why? Because the feeling of delusion was much beautiful than the comforts of truth...I don’t know anything anymore. There’s just a war going on in my mind... -Aoi Kanzaki ------------------------------------------------------------------------- May 2. -2nd entry Mika's feeling better! But I still don't know who to chose...and my l!f3...isn't good it took 8 months, 2 weeks, 4 days, 1 hour, and 32 minutes...and I'm still not good enough....so escape is the only option. People just didn't know one thing about me...I still feel empty....but I'm glad Mika is back. However, I'm still missing someone... -Aoi Kanzaki
