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♡Loading…♡ Heyo friends! Today I thought I would bring you some updates, since I’ve had no motivation lately :P 1. Sammy’s Space Unfortunately, there will not be an episode this week. In my next episode I will be taking about mental health as an artist, but I don’t think I should record this week. Cuz I feel SICK :( 2.Mental Health/Wellness My mental health is terrible rn. I recently patched up a friendship with someone who I’m questioning if I want to be friends with, but if I cut them off, then all my friends will hate me, and I’ll be back to having two friends who I don’t even see that often. And I’d probably be alone in middle school next year because those two friends are a grade younger than me. (Plus I suck at making friends irl) I’m also really scared that I’m sick because of depression, mine has been getting worse lately. I haven’t been eating much , I’m trying, food just makes me feel nauseous. Nor have I been drinking enough water, or even other things like soda. I’ve been having really bad migraines and trouble sleeping (I haven’t slept in 3 days). This has gotten so bad that even my mom noticed, and I’m very good at hiding sickness. I hope she doesn’t notice the little cuts on my hand, from stabbing my hand with a safety pin (at least I’m not cutting my arms). I’ve been wearing my hoodie every single day and night (Gender/body dysphoria go weeeeeeee) AND NOT TAKING IT OFF I’m struggling, I probably need therapy, but my first therapist made everything worse for me. You know how they’re never supposed to share what I said in the office because privacy >:( , this woman would make me talk to my parents about everything afterwards. And now I’m super scared to try again, because of her! I would ask my friends, but they don’t understand what I’m struggling with. I’m sorry if I sound pathetic, I know I suck. 3. Coming out I told my dad, she’s trans (MTF) I still call her dad though. She took it ok, a little confused tho. And now I need to tell my mom :crying in the corner:, I don’t have the best relationship with her. I’m out at school, my teacher knows and kids in my class are actually making an effort to call me Sam or Sammy :), my friends still struggle with it tho. I’ve received a little bullying from it, but it was just a rude comment! ♡Sammy Has Finished Typing♡