I make so many mistakes. SO. MANY. MISTAKES. Too many for my taste. I left my old school to do homeschool with my best friend. My best friend left homeschool to go to a new school. And i followed after. And I couldnt stop staring at those ocean eyes. I met someone that day I joined. Someone so special to me. And I've had a crush on him for so long. Those hints he gave me? That suggested he liked me back? Were they real? His kindness? Him being caring towards me? Were they real? How about when he always sat next to me? And wanted to talk to me? Was it real? I dont think so. I think it was those times when the popular girl pushed him away that he felt he needed to make her jealous. He's a jerk. All these little things after she came around. Him. Being. A jerk. TO ME. But I can't get over him. I can't let my feelings for him go. What do i DO? T^T
I still like him. I hate him. But.. I LIKE him
