Today my great grandmother was put into the hospital and it’s a very high chance that she’ll die. We were very close and I can’t seem to unravel my head around it even though I’ve dealt with death before. I spoke with my grandmother over the phone and she sounded so much more miserable than I’ve ever heard her. She said that my great grandmother wasn’t talking right and that even if I tried talking with her, I wouldn’t understand. I didn’t want to see her like that but I also want to her a final time. I don’t want to go into incredible detail, but I’m in a bad headspace and will respond to comments just…give me a little time.
School is also reaching its end so I will be fairly inactive for a WHILE, but that doesn’t mean I won’t respond. I’m just really sick and tired right now, maybe I’ll be back in a few days.
