please... read if you want... other than that, please dont remix or take this picture...
Just had to vent... I know it doesnt seem too relevent... but it's just... it hurts... Luke broke up with me. It still hurts really bad. He was my protector, and was keeping me safe from some really bad stuff that was happening at my school (I cant share details) We did meet for a date, last week sunday. I'd never been on a date before, and it was just... To be able to hug him for real was just the best feeling. We went to the mall, did a little shopping, and then went on our way. (He had to go back to college, and i had to go home) Then that week, he started being more... quiet... He wasnt texting me like he would. he said he was "overly busy" but he always found time to text me in the morning, or before he went to bed, so I knew something was up... He was looking for a way to break up with me... He finally realized no matter what it was gonna hurt me, so he just... did it... We're still friends, but it still hurts right now. I was planning to go to college to go see him, and hang out with him when he came home... but i guess we're just gonna be doing that as friends. I guess I just... miss him alot... and there is nothing that will ever change that. I loved him... And now I'm sad. we havnt really talked since... He DID say he still loved me (Several dozen times) and he just couldnt handle the relationship RIGHT NOW, so maybe... someday... i can be his "kitten" again... but for now... I live my life with the unwanted attention at my school, and crying in corners, drawing my characters :( (Like usual) I only say this because I needed to vent... Sadly, this means there MIGHT NOT be anymore Ruko and Cameron. Ruko is mine, but Cameron is his, and i told him its up to him whether or not he wanted them to stay together. He hasnt responded, so IDK what that means... And you might not see much more of the golden tabby cat for a while... Messa and McKayla are back on top now... and I guess thats where they are ment to stay... Song:em Manana (Gorillaz) art and character (Mine) There IS A SPEEDPAINT ON MY YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVNbrrSCq9I
